MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, November 09, 2010
I feel extremely guilty today, because I skipped cp training. It's the first time this semester that i've missed training. Isit worth the tears to cry over missing training? At least i feel better now, though i broke down in a public place.
My groupmates only sent me the compiled research paper this morning and we're meeting up tmr, so I had to finish up with looking through and editing it tonight. I just emailed them after spending approximately 4h looking at the paper. My research paper takes up 30% of the grade, so it's paramount that we do it well. I end lessons at 8pm today and in between I only had 4h break. I spent my break mugging for my friday's test and on the paper, continuing with the paper after 8pm.
Is there any way where I could have spent my time in a better way?? I'm upset with myself because I never believed in skipping trainings for academic work yet i'm doing it now. Should i have stayed up late to look at the paper? If so, i'd be sleeping at 2am..weds are 8am days meaning i need to wake up at 5.30am. I wld definitely have a lack of sleep..can i still focus then? Yeah i know i can, but at what expense? Damaging my body, dozing off when i shld be reading the bible? Time has passed by, so it's no use harping on it.
Thankyou God, for kat's and eunice's consolation. My riches are in heaven. I dont have to let myself condemned by people who know nothing about my life. At the end of day, it's only your approval i seek, Lord. Thank you, God for allowing me to finish some of my academic work. Thankyou for providing me with a laptop when the school's library had closed.
Joycelyn.
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11/09/2010 10:51:00 PM <3
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