What does my future lies?

MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, July 20, 2007

Observing others is a method of reflecting as well. For one, it made me realise how much I should treasure the amount of freedom my parents are giving me. I shouldn't take for granted either that they don't have high expectations of me, in the sense that I don't have to feel guilty as long as I have put in my best effort. I don't necessarily have to be the best or the first. And observing others isn't only about appreciating what you have now. Looking at a similar situation that had happened to me previously, from a third person perspective, I now understand how others must have felt then. And I suddenly realised how mean and insensitive I must have appear to be, though it wasn't my intention.

ODAC investiture later on. =( I love my 23rd comm.

Past. Present. Future
7/20/2007 10:06:00 PM <3

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MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, July 09, 2007

I'm just crying now. I don't know why I feel so sad. I just feel so lost. And tired. And stupid. It's really hurts. And I don't know who I can turn to.

Past. Present. Future
7/09/2007 10:28:00 PM <3

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MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, July 08, 2007

I finally pack my room today! *grins* I put away all my stuff on the floor neatly and rearranged the furniture in my room. And I must say I'm quite satisfied with the new layout of my room. It's easier to move between my computer and my study table now. :) If not for the new wardrobe that would be arriving tomorrow, I don't think I would have tidnied my room nor rearranged my furniture today. My room would still be as messy as ever. =X

Hmm. I spent a few hours clearing up my things plus throwing away the unnecessary stuff just now. So I'm a happy person today because I got a neater room and I know where my things are kept. I'm going to make sure that the room remains neat. Okay maybe only my study table will be messy.

ODAC repainted it's store yesterday! :) We also had store check as well and gave the store a new layout. All these we did within 5hours! *claps*

Painting in process...

The bouldering wall was filled with all our logistics...

We gave lucy a new makeover as well!

:) 23rd's comm. contribution to ODAC.

ODAC lunch after the store was neat and tidy, some of us went kpool after our meal as well...we were wearing house tee and weren't sure if they would allow us in, but luckily, they allowed. So we spent 2hours in there enjoying ourselves. =)

Later on, I went home, bathed, and left house again in the evening to city hall. Dinner was spent with some squadmates at new york new york. As usual, we had endless topics to talk about and reminisced about the old days as well. :)

citylink's nyny.

Past. Present. Future
7/08/2007 09:20:00 PM <3

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MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, July 03, 2007

sarong hayo. yes or not? i don't know the answer either. i only know it's the wrong time now.

My room is having a new wardrobe something soon! yays. I'll finally have my own full length mirror! *jumps in the air* I promise I won't be too vain. =P My parents painted my whole room as well. It's now a brighter shade of pink, making my room look so bright! hmm. The room is in a mess right now because my old wardrobe has been shifted to my bro's room while I await for the arrival of the new one. I'm trying to pack everything, but it's certainly not an easy task. Plus, I just completed collating the ODAC handbook today only. There's school work to be completed as well. Okay okay, I shouldn't keep finding excuses for my messy room. =X

Random thoughts are running through the mind, thinking of nonsense, typing nosense. What's wrong?

Past. Present. Future
7/03/2007 10:14:00 PM <3

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