What does my future lies?

MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, March 30, 2009

Blur me mis-sent a message to not one, but two people today! Tsk tskk. Must be too tired already. Not enough rest!!!

Dreamt of blizzards last night. We were playing against Titians and leading 2-1 when the ref who was lizard said we had to play against 8 of their players. 5 of us, against 8 of them. -.-

Think too much into our competition over the weekend already.

Blizzards played 3 games, against sp, ntu and titans. We lost 2 games and drawed the last game. Sigh. I got a yellow card during our first match against ntu as well, for apparently, illegal sub. zZz. We definitely could have played better. We weren't as on-form as we should have been. Got to work harder!

I like SP swimming pool toilets. Nice nice! A toilet where the decor was nice and shower with heater! *claps claps*

Black crooks and Blizzards pre-com dinner at marina square's breeks. <3

Past. Present. Future
3/30/2009 11:28:00 PM <3

>>>

MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, March 23, 2009

i'm getting demoralised.
i want to improve, but i'm not improving.
and this sucks. :/

Past. Present. Future
3/23/2009 12:39:00 AM <3

>>>

MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, March 20, 2009

ZOMGGG. I just sat inside a lau pok merz car. Wahahahah. Super funny car ride. Okay Shhh. I shouldn't say who was driving the car. He's a driver who couldn't not scold vulgarities for 5 minutes. Haa.

Whee! Friday!! (: Happy today because I'm going to get a new spray skirt for my vampire. Although I'm going to be poorer now. Sobs. But nevermind, at least I'm sharing the sprayskirt with zichao.

Friendlies with seniors yesterday wasn't as good as compared with tuesday. But, I'm feeling good that when I went for the first ball, I managed to sprint fast enough and caught the first ball!!! :D Yayss. Shows that it's not impossible to reach their standards! Got to continue to strive hard and work hard!

Something happened before training yesterday. A guy who was swimming in the pool was suddenly motionless in the pool. The lifeguard had to jump in the pool the guy out and then perform CPR. So scary!!! I wonder why the ambulance took so long to arrive, when NUH is located so near to NUS. By the time the paramedics came, the guy was already conscious, thankfully. Like the lifeguard, all of us were super relieved that he could regain conscious. Thank God!

HOHO. It's been a long time since I see eyecandies! Now I have 2! Haa.

Thanks Emmerson for dropping me a message today!! (:

Past. Present. Future
3/20/2009 09:51:00 PM <3

>>>

MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, March 17, 2009

WAH DAMM SIANED!!!!!! I screwed up all my mid-term tests. :( This is badd. Suddenly all the bad things happened at the same time. Cp competition coming up, but the team isn't playing well and there's some disagreement between the team and the coach. :( Problems at home too and with myself and with my friends. zZz. It's a screwed week, last week and this week. And maybe for the next few weeks until this semester ends.

Went to the IT fair with mummy on Sunday and got a new printer. And the government says Singapore is in the midst of a recession. Yet there was such a large turn-out for the fair! Anyway, I'm very much disappointed with citylink mall's management. Apparently, citylink was overcrowded with people so they actually closed the gate leading to cityhall mrt station and the mall as well as from the mall to suntec. I personally feel that the management of citylink didn't handle the issue of overcrowding very well. They simply closed off the area, without making announcements to the public whatsoever. Only the MRT station made the announcement, and even then, it was so that the station wouldn't become so clustered with people. At the linkway between citylink and suntec, the management only told the crowd that it was closed, without bothering to provide any explanation nor signage until one bothers to question the security there. Totally irritating. "Not citylink's fault but that of the IT fair". Come on man. Th management should have known that that there would be a large crowd of Singaporeans who would visit the IT fair. There should have been adequate measures in place to avoid overcrowding/congestion. Closing the entrance way may have been a solution, but the bare minimum would be that the management inform the public/those using the linkway about the closure.

It felt good to run yesterday. The cooling night weather calmed me down and the run made me happier. Definitely shuts off all the negative thoughts that have been flooding in my head these few days, even if the effect only lasted for a short while.

I've been dreaming of people the past few nights. Dreamt of clement, liwen and daron..quite weird dreams and then last night I dreamt that people were chasing after me trying to kill me. No matter how I ran, I couldn't outrun them. :( Not the type of dream I like.

Past. Present. Future
3/17/2009 03:25:00 PM <3

>>>

MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, March 13, 2009

ihatemyself. idontknowwhatiwantandiwanttoomuch. ihaventlearnttolovemyselfsoothersshouldntloveme.f***.

Past. Present. Future
3/13/2009 07:34:00 AM <3

>>>

MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, March 08, 2009

I'm tired! Training under the scorching hot sun today has drained me of all my energy. It's not the training programme that's tiring, but the weather! There wasn't even sprints today, though we had friendies with redtide and the seniors. I don't like the weather nowadays. It was raining cats and dogs and thunder yesterday and then today it's so hot!!! zZz. Not to mention glaring too. Bad for the eyes! I want to get a pair of Oakley shades!!!!! Hmm. Anyone keen to sponsor me?? Birthday present suggestion. *hint hint* Hahahha.

I've been getting quite a few injuries recently!! Slight abrasion last tuesdays and many many abrasions today! Sobs sobs. I fell down while chasing for the bus. zZz. Now I have cuts/scratches on both my knees plus my hand! Sian-ed.

Then I made 2 wasted trip to Tampines Ikea and Queenway Ikea today. Wanted to get butt pads but they're out of stock at the moment! zZz. Siti, simin and I went queensway after training with the aim of getting them but were told that they were out of stock. Apparently, there's still 10 pieces left at Tampines Ikea, but when I went down just now, they were all snapped up already! Boohoo. Well, at least I had their yummy Swedish meatballs and cream of mushroom soup and local rice meal together with Siti and sm. (:

I want to sleep!! But there's still work to be done. Sigh. Next few weeks is going to be busy busy busy! I hope I can balance all my commitments!

Publicising a new blogshop!! Created by jiawen! Check out the link below.
http://mywalkingcloset.livejournal.com

Past. Present. Future
3/08/2009 10:45:00 PM <3

>>>

MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Came across this quote while reading 'The Globalisation Debate'. Quite rubbish I think.

"I can imagine it, therefore I want it. I want it, therfore I should have it. Because I should have it, I need it. Because I need it, I deserve it. Because I deserve it, I will do anything necessary to get it."

I think we're wasting alot alot of our natural resources today and producing too much unnecessary products. Then again it's the production of these products that's giving rise to economic growth and higher standard of living and all the other indicators that the world is so concerned about today. Some food for thought.

There are still inconsiderate people around who don't understand the meaning of keeping left so while on the escalator...quite irritating especially if you're rushing for time or just want to walk down the escalator. But I won't tell them off, yet.

I got injured yesterday during training. It's my first ever cp injury. Sobs sobs. Huiyi hit me on the face with her paddle unintentionally. We were doing ball shielding and she tried to capsize me. She wasn't successful, but her paddle hit my right eye. There's some abrasion there now, making my right eye slightly swollen. I hope there won't be any scar left behind! Thankfully there's nothing wrong with my eyesight. Perhaps it's karma, because just minutes before that incident, I 'injured' Siti. When I capsized her, she hit her mouth/gum/teeth against her own paddle and bled. =x

Past. Present. Future
3/04/2009 09:18:00 PM <3

>>>

MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, March 02, 2009

Damm it. Monday blues or whatsoever. Seems like alot of people are not in a good mood today, including me. Screwed up my South Asia test today and did badly for my German vocab test. Idiot. I'm not done with revision for my 2 econs papers on fridays either. I so did a good job at wasting my recess week away. So many deadlines coming up! Roars. My headache definitely isn't helping either.

I'm in a horrible mood now. Cranky moody emo frustrated irritated.

It would be good if I can lean on someone's shoulder just for a while. :(

Past. Present. Future
3/02/2009 11:06:00 PM <3

>>>