MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, February 27, 2007
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MIDNIGHT!/ Saturday, February 24, 2007
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After passing the tag to me, I started the second leg of the run. This time round, the run was easier since it was less sunny. At the halfway point, I collected the halfway tag again. The halfway tag? A rubber band. I wonder why it's a rubber band. Wouldn't it be easy to cheat if the halfway tag is a rubber band? Hmm. I told myself in during the second 3km run that I wanted to catch up with the girl in front of me. As I kept running though, the distance within us remained the same and I got quite demoralised. Thankfully, after the halfway point, she slowed down and I maneged to close the gap and then caught up with her. So since I knew that the first and second runner was too far ahead for me to catch up, I slackened abit after I got slightly ahead of the girl. I didn't see the rationale in continuning with that pace then. I know it's wrong, but I don't know why I still did it. I knew though, that I could not allow the gap between us to become smaller. So I always ensured that I kept a distance and completed the race in third position.Thanks to ant meiying siti and eugene for cheering me on at the last lap of the run! It really made a difference to my run. When they started cheering, I sprinted and didn't slow down my speed. I thought I didn't have the stamina to maintain that speed for that distance, but I did, because of the encouragements from you people! :) And of course, I knew God was cheering me on as well. We collected our goodie bag after the race. They have so many sponsors! There's TYR, SPH magazines, Honsei, GNC, NEWater, Settlers Cafe, Beyond Xtreme, Red Bull, Tupperware, Florida's Natural, Munchy Foods, P.Osh, Mind Cafe and Mr Bean. TYR was thier official main sponsor, so we got a lot of their products, such as the nicely designed t-shirt, this 30% voucher, a 'wallet' and a bag. I have alot of vouchers as well! There's a 30% discount voucher from GNC, 50% off super soya milk, 2 complimentary kickboxing fitness class, $10 settlers cafe voucher and a $5 mind cafe voucher. And there's this instant cream of mushroom soup plus 2 green tea satchets plus a lemonade drink plus cookies. It's alot of things considering we paid $10 for it.
After the prize presentation ceremony, of which 3 rjc teams clinched the top 5 positions (1st, 2nd, 4th) and yjc was 4th, we went off for lunch at parkway parade. Along the way though, we saw a dead body. At least, I think it's a dead body which we saw. The police condoned off this area near the sea and placed a blue tent there. So since we see in the news that a blue tent equates to a dead body, that should be a concealed dead body we saw right? Scary!Hmm. Seems like whenever I go for competition, after something happy happens, what follows would be something saddening. It was the case for the nus race and it's the same case for this competition. After the race, I saw xxx and I anknowledged xxx. But yet, xxx acted as though I didn't exist / xxx doesn't recognised me. I seemed to have gotten dao-ed! =( I felt so stupid then. And disappointed. Maybe I was asking too much from God.
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2/24/2007 09:00:00 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, February 21, 2007
I'm feeling so bottled up. There's so many things that I want to say, but yet, I can't. And I can't run to release all my pent up frustrations as well. Because suddenly, I just can't get back the feeling. I hate it.
I know I made my own choice. No one force me too. But I didn't expect the opportunity cost would leave me feeling like this. Down and sad. I don't regret my choice, but how I wish I didn't have to give up other things. Then again, I can't expect myself to do everything. But I feel so left out all of a sudden. I know. It takes 2 hands to clap. I hope I'll continue to have the courage to be ask to be involved. And the courage to face things which I have chose to shy away from as well.
Can someone shower me with lots and lots of love please?
Maybe it's just today, tonight. Maybe. I hope I don't feel this way again. It's just a dunno what feeling. Nonesense maybe? It's hard to convey what I feel.
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2/21/2007 09:27:00 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, February 18, 2007
5 of us!
vj and aj odac badges.i like the badge on the right better. :)
160207-Shopping with yeehan. Nobody else was free to go shopping with me so I ended up asking yeehan and we went bugis to shop for new year clothes. Coincidently,I saw my class guys-fred, yb, weide and shawn there! They were shopping for their new year clothes as well. And when I saw them, one of them was looking at female clothes, the other was looking at manicure and yb was staring at the wall. Hmm. Quite obvious what they were up to. And the first question which yb asked yeehan! -_-"
140207-Valentine day. The bears I ordered for anna and jac couldn't be delivered to their school! =( The suppliers burnt the bears. Luckily, we were provided with the refund. I received so many so many sweets and chocolates! Thanks thanks people for the gifts! Thanks to jac, ari and shawn for the roses and yt for your (withering) tulip. =P Thanks sel for your handbaked brownie! Thanks to jiachang also for your handmade daisies! They're really really nice. I'm touched! Our class guys randomly picked a girl's name to give a v-day gift and he got me. Then yongbiao was my other 'angel' in this game ms ng came up with and he gave me something on v-day as well. Thanks! So since it was valentine day, it wouldn't be complete without those classic romantic songs..during the one hour break, our class was playing oldies songs by zhuang xue yong. =.= The songs left us in a loving mood after that.Odac session after school! We did the wet weather reccee for the orienteering plus discussions about the nyaa camp. And then 7 of us went for dinner at j8. 2 couples we knew actually came up and said hi to us! There was miss tan and mr lee plus samuel and elaine..And finally, thanks rongjie for your belated v-day handmade 'cookies'. They taste nice!
jiachang's flowers.
yongbiao's gift.
meiying's handsewed bear! :)
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where's jonathan?100207- Kayaking at cssc with meiying and mr chin. That saturday was an expensive day! I spent $14 + $12 = $26 in total. $14 was spent on renting the kayak. Expensive expensive! And since there was 1 star 2 star and 3 star courses going on, there wasn't any available dancers for us to use! We had to settle for saloms. So we practised most of our turns that day. Mr chin left after lunch and it was just meiying and I after that. Before he left us, he threw a dead fish at us! Hmmph. There was this dead fish in the sea and mr chin went to scoop it up, then threw at us! The fish landed at my spray cover and I kept screaming and screaming. Then mr chin kept laughing after that! Meanie.Hmm. I didn't manage to do a roll that day! =( But then, I can now do high recovery. Yays. Only on my left though. Rahh. After kayaking, meiying and I stayed back for dinner at cssc. There was some trainers and friends dinner that day. It was a bbq session..dinner was quite interesting interacting with a few of the people there. There was a powerpoint presentation at the end where they updated us about upcoming events as well as the 4 star course. The 4 star couse looked really really fun!040207-Race official for punggol picnic race.It was certainly a new experience for me, though it might not exactly be a pleasant one. There was alot of time wasted away, doing nothing. But in some way, it was compensated by the fact that I was lucky enough to sit on the power boat...
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