What does my future lies?

MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, March 29, 2010

I know I'm a very strong-headed and bad tempered girl and I should try to change. I've been trying but it's just so tough! Right now, I'm feeling very irritated, with myself and over some issues. Firstly I overshot my stop because I dozed off on the bus. Then I don't know how to do my tutorial despite the fact that it looks ridiculously easy. I'm getting the same answer for different parts of the answer and I don't think that should be the case. Thirdly, I just read some stuff and I just find it very unfair. It all boils down to one's perception and viewpoint and what's not. Lastly, I'm just pissed off with myself over the way I'm feeling right now. WHATEVER! Ever since sat's match I'm getting hot headed so easily. What's wrong???

Anyway, blizzards played 2 matches on sunday. We won the match against baby bats 7-0; aga scored most of the goals and it was due to fastbreaks. I put in 2 goals, 1 from fastbreak and another corner shot. Hee. I liked that corner shot I put in! The goal looked pretty. I need to remember goals like those and shoot more of it! We didn't reach our targets of 8 goals though. Sigh. The second match was against red crooks. Sadly, we lost the match 4-1. :( The score was 1-1 in the first half. RC scored first, but I scored after that when a paddle to hand foul was called. In the second half, our team's morale just went down after RC scored the second and third goal. Haix. Why are we so inconsistent in our performance? When we're good, we're play really well. Yet when we are demoralised, we just play horribly. We could have won the match. On a side note, I think it was also a nice goal which I put in against red crooks; I had a defender's paddle and the keeper's paddle in front of me but I managed to put the goal in! Not boosting about those goals, but just noting it down so that I can remember them and continue to shoot like that.

Thank you God, for the goals that you've allowed blizzards to put in. Why is it that we're not winning the matches we're supposed to be winning though? ):

The refs were better on sunday, though the commentators were just as bad. Siti and I headed over to the officials booth and brave siti asked them to not make such tactless remarks. The KIDS retorted that their comments were neutral and not directed towards anyone. I reckon they'll need to attend another english lesson to learn about the definition of neural.

On a side note, I saw red cards being awarded for the first time. Our senior guys were playing against xian da nan hai when the incident happened. Prior to the incident, Gerald had the ball and one of the players tackled him very fiercely and capped him after he passed the ball off. When Gerald rolled up he didnt have his paddle or his ball, so he tugged kangjun's vest and capped him. Kangjun didn't have possession of the ball then and when he rolled up, he lost his cool. He threw his paddle and helmet at gerald. His teammates had to cool him down. Of course, the game was stopped, and Gracie issued red cards to both players. They both have to sit out for the rest of the game and had a 1 game suspension. Gerald's parents were present when the incident happened too and I could tell they were angry that kangjun threw his equipment at their son. Oh wells. That game had been both aggressive and dramatic.

Past. Present. Future
3/29/2010 10:54:00 PM <3

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