What does my future lies?

MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, June 13, 2007

wth. i hate him. he's an irritating piece of shit. he sucks. too bad I can't say he's a son of a bitch, since that would make me daughter of a bitch. arghh. i wonder what skills he brought home after 8 weeks of bmt? nothing i'm sure. still as arrogant and self centred and non-respectful as ever. half of me wish he'd get some kind of retributions, looking at the way he treats me. the half other of me knows i shouldn't have such thinking, that it's wrong to say such mean things cos there always karma. so i should be watching my words right? but i can't help it, especially with my mood now. i simply cannot understand why he must always bully me. yeah. it's only ME. so you must be thinking, the problem lies with me right? since he doesn't respect me at all. i think he's must be some sadist, someone who feels happy to see me angry/sad/crying. he sure knows how to make others' (or rather, ME) miserable. just bcos i pissed him off, he doesn't return me my hp. YEAH. that's a small matter. but it's not just that. it's his actions. why is he so unreasonable? i'm glad that i'm not his gf. he's a stupid mcp. and i don't even know in what way i'd pissed him off. he's like a woman, he pms-es. that's why he takes my hp. actually, that's wrong. i handed him my hp since he asked for it. then he just refused to return it to me. he suddenly pms-ed. that's the only logical reason that i can think of. moral of story? trust no one but yourself. and learn not to be soft hearted to be strong and not to be affected emotionally by things that are happening around you.YEAH. and learn to hate others as well.

so i went for his POP today. what a big mistake. i shouldn't have gone. then nothing what have happened. but i did enjoy myself there. i feel like slapping myself for that. if i hate him, i should be hating everything about him as well and refuse to have anything to do with him. what an oxymoron i am.

Past. Present. Future
6/13/2007 11:45:00 PM <3

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