MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Then again, I was slightly reluctant to go home so early today. Initially, I wanted to go down to CCAD to support ajc's volleyball team in their match against acjc. However, I couldn't find anyone to go with me. sobx. Anthony and I wanted to go down, but then, by the time his lesson ended, the match would have ended as well. Thus, neither of us went down.
So since I didn't go down to watch the match, I thought I would have lunch with yt outside school. We seldom have the opportunity to have lunch outside school. Sadly though, she didn't want to have lunch with me. It was more crucial that she had lunch with jj. So I thought I would be a loner and go home and buy my own lunch. However, at the foyer, I saw xf and she had no where to go as well. Hence, both of us went to amk hub for a subway lunch. We stayed at subway for around an hour eating and talking before heading home.
When the people around you start to get attached, especially your close friends, it's inevitable that you'd feel out. Agree? That's how I feel anyway. At times it's quite hurting that your close gf starts to spend less time with you, seldom listen to your problems unless you happen to see her and come running to you when she face problems with her bf. Perhaps I should be thankful that she still confides in me when she's feeling troubled over relationship issues. Actually, when the relationship first begun, I told myself that it's alright to have an extra guy tagging along when you go out with your gf. It really was. The outings were fun. But there were times when I badly needed someone to confide in and you weren't there and I didn't know who to look for. There were also times when I wanted to only have a females only outings...when was the last time we shopped/watched a movie/had a meal together? Have you ever wondered if I'll feel left out, especially now that all 3 of you are attached? I know I'll have to think from your perspective as well. Now that you're attached, you don't have to confide in me anymore. And you'll need to divide your time equally with him as well as your other friends. Naturally, we'll take the back seat. So yeah, I can't do anything much expect to be a silent supporter? lolx.So I officially turned 18 yesterday. 18; the legal age to watch M18 movies, buy alcoholic drinks...thanks to kenneth, jj, stacy, yt, sel, siti, meiying, ariana, indra, amelia, anthony, jerlyn, jieying, joleyn, weiling, jasmine, jeremy, zhao cong, jinxin, henrietta, jocelyn, joanne, wanling, shirlyn, daniel, wanqing, fabian, yongbiao, yuanhan, jeanice, huizhen, wynee, jia chang and jonathan for your birthday wishes! Especially many many many thanks to odacians for what you people did for me! I never expected you people to put a cake with a lighted candle into my locker and then singing a birthday song for me. It was a pleasant surprise for me. I was sincerely touched by what you people did! Thank you! *muacks* :) Thanks also to mummy and daddy for buying me a big cake and having to wake up so early just to sing me a birthday song!
cakes and more cakes! I'll get fat. =xI lost my phone on sunday! sobx. I think I left it on bus 403 on the journey back from prssc to the bus interchange. I suppose I thought that I had placed my phone into my bag during the bus ride. It was only when I needed my phone before dinner that I found out that I had lost my phone. And I know that someone definitely took my phone. The first time I called, there was a ringing tone followed by a dial tone. The phone was switched off the second time I called. Therefore, all my contacts are gone. Thankfully, I didn't lose a expensive phone and I got my new phone on sunday night itself. So while all my contacts are gone, my new phone has got a 1.3megapixel camera, bluetooth, can play music and has a 3G function. yays.
Past. Present. Future
4/24/2007 04:58:00 PM <3
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